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i
nothing
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me
you
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am

two many/1432

two is my beloved number
two dolphins on the gold ring you gave me,
two soothing eyes gazing at me,
two hands clasped as we walked down the hall.
but one day,
our hearts began two beat two two different beats.
two eyes glanced away from me,
my dolphin ring was removed,
two dangling hand hang from our sides.
and three is your favorite
and i liked being one less
four i always looked up two you.
but you can't see it.
and although i'm a1one,
i cling two my hope
because i can't shake it -
and i wish i could leave it -
end the love that i hang from.
i always hoped two much
and loved two hard.