54b

April 30, 2005

ALL i want is to be with you right now, but your stupid friends and studio drown out my pleas. f***.


53b

April 30, 2005

i loved you before you found your voice. before you were so amazing. little lump of wet sand. and now – from afar – i gaze at your majesty.


52b

April 30, 2005

so we were riding in the car
on an april afternoon -
i had just finished describing
how i saw him

a pause indicated it was now his turn

he says -
you love puppies and christmas
like nobody else does
and there it was…
my joy wrapped in
evergreens and wagging tails


51b

April 1, 2005

songs about love. always just about being together despite conditions. wish i could capture that more – be new again.

tonight – i baptize my heart and see you come through the door in your pure magnificence. no issues or demands. just a smile and a kiss on your handsome cheek.