62b

i’m gonna sit back and let you risk it all – put our hard work on the line. prolong my plans.

young and stupid.

and why do i do this when i know the outcome? you had the thought of letting go for five minutes this morning. and i can’t bear to witness that face one more time.

61b

just one more conversation and it can be laid to rest. the one apology that needed to be made. three years sighting and still new. but it’s always been three, hasn’t it? take your stars and i’ll take mine and we’ll write our tragedy in the sky.

60b

i don’t like hanging out with groups of friends. i’m much more of a one-on-one kind of gal. i can just “be” and don’t have to perform. can’t break my mold of happy, perky me without raindrops of questions. so maintenance is required in group settings. but the other night, i was with a girl friend. we ordered pizza, overate, and laid in her living room floor. she allowed me to be neutral. good stuff.