i’ve been having nightmares lately. and they’re even worse because they are vivid memories of what was happening a year ago to us. deterioration of love and trust. me turning into someone i wasn’t – so full of anxiety. your yelling echoing in my ears when i awake in a sweat – trying to figure out where i am on those mornings.
and i get embarrassed that you still have the ability to hurt me these days.
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